06 June 2002

Choose what is better

Wow. It's been 2 and a half months since the last journal entry.

So much has happened, I can barely catch my breath, much less pause to make sense of anything.

Where have I been? What have I learnt? What's next for me? What do I need to do? So many questions.

I'm reeling trying to orientate myself. But maybe what I need isn't more questions.. but real answers from above.

I, of all people need to hear Jesus' invitation to Martha : 'Yoke Yeow, you are worried and upset about many thing but only one thing is needed. Choose what is better, and it will not be taken away from you.'

It's OK to let go. I give myself permission. If just to sit for awhile.

At Your feet, Jesus.